A letter to my faithful guider...

I'm sorry I always mad at you, made you cry, made you worried, made you jealous, made you hurt, made you sad, mad you feel alone and trouble you...

I'm sorry for all that..

I'm not stronger enough..

I can't control myself  :'( 

I feel deeply hurt..

Will you forgive me ?

Love me until your last breath ?
I want to be the one that halal for you..

Therefore, I want to be your makmum as well as your wife..

The first and the last woman that you will kiss on head, you will loved with all your heart, the person you hug tightly..

I want to be that woman...

The person that you don't want to lose, the person you can't live without, the person you want to protect and guide all the way, the person you wipe her tears

And don't let it fall again, the person that you will make her happy, give her children, live happily ever after with the permission of our lord, Allah s.w.t <3

^^ ^ ^^  YOU ARE MY GUIDER, THE LETTER IS FOR YOU :'(

Don't leave me.. I'm not stronger enough.. 

He had sent you to me.. to guide me.. I'm sorry !!
I want to love you like how you love me.. but give me time :'(

Hhmm... nie surat untuk si dia dan pegangan dan janji aku terhadap dia..yelaa..kadang2 kita tegur dia untuk kebaikan dia..dia marah balik..tapi bagi aku itu hanyala satu ujian kecil sahaja..aku terima kemarahan dia dengan hati terbuka..siapa lagi yang ingin jaga dia kalau bukan diri aku sendiri enn..sedangkan pada zaman Rasulullah ingin menegakkan syiar Islam pun kena pelbagai tohmahan dan cacian..tapi baginda terus bersabar kan?? tak kan laa perkara yang aku buat untuk kebaikan dia dan dia marah aku pun aku nak naik angin enn ?? Permataku.. jangan risau..kemarahan tadi hanyala sedikit saja dan dapat diterima oleh hati dengan redha :) .. Wahai permataku.. ini dia ayat2 yang perlu ditelitikan untuk kebaikan kita bersama... :D

Bacalaahhhh.... Semoga kita akan berkekalan hingga kekal abadi :) Aminn..

-O.I.S-